Hollow-cast

Time:6:29 pm

I slept over 3 hours during afternoon.There is nothing like dozing off forgetting all those worries.I had my strength of materials paper. Exams are somewhat like holocausts spreading terrors into our minds. The air around speaks of fear and suffering.It hits everyone like a cyclone leaving us all disturbed for a while

Stuck

So, basically all I did today was surf for desserts on web. Tarts, pastries, cakes,puddings...but I was supposed to be at the study table.I should be excused for 1 reason that I did lotta household chores today.Me crying over spilt milk tomorrow, odds of that happening have to be a million to one!

3rd subject over.Nothing satisfactory again,suffered from 'ghajini' symptoms today.The temperature doesn't seem to have mercy on living creatures.We get barbequed everyday after lunch.Siestas are a must, extended from bus to home.

Time: 15:45:16
Returned after giving my drilling exam.No more questions.My head is spinning round & round.Mom discharged from the hospital and she needs complete rest. I think I need some too, but I can't afford to rest. I 'll definitely flunk tomorrow if I do. But what adds to my frustration is that the paper never reflects the effort I put in.Why am I doing this?????????