yawn.............

3rd day of exam.3 more to go.losing out on valuable sleep :'(.people around are falling ill.Life is pleasant.

:)

Life is back to eternal bliss...

Regret

There are times when you regret your each and every past event and you keep wondering "if only..." and "I wish..".It was one of those bad days for me today. I feel helpless and cursing myself doesn't help either. I cried twice in a day for the same reason even when a person of my age isn't expected to shed tears for such trifle matters (this isn't the first time). But the point is whatsoever I fail to prove myself time and again that I am not devoid of emotions and value true relations more than a materialistic pleasure like an -Ipod! I'll rather call myself "emotion expressing handicapped".
I am at loss of words to give a satisfying apology nor have I spent enough time brooding to help me get over it.I have been difficult, whiney and acted childish all day. How can someone tolerate all of it and still be in love with such a jerk???
Eating almonds isn't helping much to trace back all those events. My brain is gonna burst anytime and so am I. My memory was never reliable and I wish I observed things more. I am never ever going t0 forgive myself for this

"Weeping Smileys"

If this is what I am expected to do for the next week then it'll be one ruthless week for me. Its like asking me to run when my leg has been amputated.

DAY 4 n DAY 5

I wrote quite less...mmm..a lot less.But I spent all of my time thinking and still regretted not writing the major points I thought:(.That happens in every paper.Something or the other you wish you had or hadn't written.
It has been one very exhausting week.

DAY-3

Comparatively..better.I am losing out on my sleeping hours but I still don't feel sleepy!

DAY 2

...and it gets repeated again!!! Another instance to believe its "not my cup of tea".God! Its frustrating